I find myself going to the gay.com site all the time now. I don’t try to pick anybody up or anything like that. I just like to look at the pictures in the photo gallery. Just for a hoot I did a search for a 1 mile radius from my zip code and came up with 200 photos. I was surprised and shocked that there were that many gay men in my neighborhood. NOT I always thought we were isolated here in the east end of Orlando. It’s nice to be thinking about sex again. For a long time I just accepted that I didn’t have a sex drive, that it just sort of came with the territory. I thought that I was getting too old too. It’s funny how those thoughts can creep into your head and you just accept them. Well I miss sex. I don’t miss having it control my life like when I was younger. (that’s how I got into this mess)
Well that’s not true. I have to cut myself some slack there. I didn’t really consider myself a whore, hell I was just trying to keep up with my peer group (they are mostly dead now). So I guess I ‘m glad I didn’t keep up with them completely.